11.12.2008.

i went for training in the mornin and meet up with my buddy for wax stripping! As a bday gift, she treated me lunch/dinner. (:

12.12.2008.

this song. couldn't sleep till 3plus. and at 7.. i woke up. Have to go to work. I'm like.. alright. On the way, i was listenin to a few songs.. i was holding back. And i remembered in my dream..

DREAM : i was sitting down there.. alone. 2 pples were behind saying, 'he's goin to tear le.. he's holding it back.'

i take my time to go my workplace. sentry. requested to. don't really feel like talking to anyone. so, sentry might be a good place. almost whole base know it's my bday. Cause i start swearing here and there.. saying that on bday have to work blah blah. Fucked up. Payback next year.

Finished work. Meet my friend. He's having some love issue. I feel like my whole birthday was like wasted. just like... snapping a finger. Shattered.

But i still have to say a big thank you to those who wished me! Somehow or rather, i was remembered. no cakes, 1 present.. this sunday. =x hahah. but the most heart warming is when i called my mom, and tell her i have to go to work.. she wished me happy birthday. The 2 words from her weighs so much. the tone.. is totally different.