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AHH! So long since i last blogged. Just.. hmm.. nothin really much to post. But I don't like working life.. but.. what to do.. =( anyway, tomorrow is friday.. and the happy mood is there. It's either a fri phuture or a sat DXO for this week's party... BUT BUT BUT.. Liverpool VS Chelsea on sat 8.40pm.. =( DXO will be super crowded la.. nightlife.sg is publicising. hmm.. leave the choice to tomorrow.

Sigh. These few days.. it's kinda funny feeling inside me. low low mood and couldn't get to sleep in the night. Always think of the negative side and feel inferior when comparing to someone or somebody. I'm so particular about my future.. the path i gonna walk. But till now, I really don't know what i want to be. Well, I think I should give up hope on being a pilot.. it's like so unreachable and RSAF is quite particular about the certificate. Maybe, i should carry on with getting a degree in mind.. with the money by sign-on? *ponders*
'Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart.'

Phuture aside.. Err.. i mean future aside.. =P Yesterday went to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. Hmm.. No girls are about my age. . should've wore slippers with shorts. =( haha. Anyway, i stood by the table till the everything end. Never went around to talk or rather gossip.. cause I don't know mostly of the people over there, or rather none. haha. Well, all our relatives are married.. now left my 3 siblings.. and me. Lol.. its gonna be a long way for me... and is This longggggggggg. I don't even have any gf now la.. haha.

Hmm.. really really wish to go out this weekend and have fun. I'm super bored and tired of the working.

Hey, Happy to see you today okay. =D

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