I did what i said. And i didn't club yesterday. Even cancelled the mahjong session.. just to... =( anyway.. its a saturday. Yersterday had gone, Saturday has just passed.. and its sunday. I wonder what i live for..

Any idea why its Raining? Because of Rain(bi).. or maybe the inner me? Sometimes, i just wish it wouldn't affect me.. and don't want to think about it. But it just keep running in my mind once i shut my eyes. You just have a DEEP IMPACT on my life. After so many saying, it just Love that playing the trick.

Saw a show about Rain(Bi). He's indeed a talent. At first, he went for alot of auditions yet none appreciate him. Its okay.. but they gave bad comments like asking him to go for plastic surgery or do double eyelids.. or about his vocal. His pride said he rather quit than doing something that changes him. He starts with a backdancer of Park Jin-Yooung? should be correct spelling. He was soon realised by Park and Park said Rain's eyes are electrifying and has the potential. And Im glad he did. His hard work pays off. He acted in drama and go for asia tour. omg. Its so hell tiring. What makes him goes on? His mom. But she died 3yrs ago due to diabetes and because their family couldn't afford the medical expenses. His greatest goal was to show his mom of his today's achievements.

Yup.. and so. I learnt something from him. Pride and Dignity. I just have to prove those who looked down on me. And he said,' To achieve, often something has to be scarificed.'

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